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TESTIMONIAL | An acidmathers experience with binaural beats and other realms.

by Bill Kovski October 05, 2016 0 Comments

TESTIMONIAL | An acidmathers experience with binaural beats and other realms.

Art: Jose-Roosevelt

I have travelled to other realms! i have seen such amazing things and travled to the deepest depths of my imagination, the closed eye visuals are so vivid and clear its like lucid dreaming you actually expirience other worlds and you can easily get lost in them for hours its amazing would highly reccomend, even microdosing is amazing with binural beats and meditation, happy travels people
Beyond amazing experience. I use a site were I can adjust the frequencies, setting it to what I am most comfortable with. I did some open eye meditation and things got so real. Each tone made a different impact to the visuals I was seeing, and I was able to slowly control the visuals the deeper I went, as if I was playing with the visual screen when you play music on the Xbox. I was reintroduced to the mechanics of the universe
A few months ago I listened to some binaurals on a tab while meditating on my selenite sphere. At first I saw just the crystal, shifting in a whispy smokey kinda way. After a short while I started to see myself in the sphere, pieces of my face from every possible angle making every possible expression like a collage of emotion (I always see myself like this in my visuals when I peak). Then I shifted. The room around me was gone and now it was like I had gone into my crystal. I didn't have a body anymore, all of a sudden I was like a pair of floating eyes sitting in this massive throne in a very high place. The throne decends into a huge staircase that twists and turns and looks endless. Everything is the same color as selenite. After looking into the distance trying to see the end of the staircase for a bit I felt the presence of multiple entities. They came from above and behind me. I never saw what they look like. They picked me up and we went on a very short journey. They dropped me off in a place that most would say looks like Hell. Imagine dismembering millions of people and throwing their pieces into a pit, except the pieces are still alive on their own, screaming and searching for the rest of themselves, drowning in each other and struggling viciously. It was a sea of mass suffering. Weather this place is solely within my own heart, or is a place all lost souls go to, I do not know. I wasn't afraid. I had to force myself to look at this sea, but I did not fear it. I thought to myself "this is a part of me. I can't run away from this. I want this. I want to take it all it, take it all on." Suddenly the sea disappeared and everything was white again. Very bright and sterile. Then these silver and red flashing lights started going off behind me and there were these extremely loud pinging noises. When the lights and sounds stopped, there was a huge mask floating in front of me. It looked like a classic plastic devil mask you can get a walmart for Halloween. He had a very wide toothy grin, a thin curly mustache, and thin obtusely arched eyebrows. Very comical. Almost satirical. He split into five more masks and started circling me asking me question after question never giving me time to answer because he could read my thoughts. He asked if I liked myself, my life, and my path among other things. I didn't know anything about demons at the time but now I believe he was the bringer of truth and the stealer of lies. I learned his name a few days ago, but I think he's made me forget it so I can't share this with anyone else. The last question he asked was, would I be content with using my consciousness to fuel and birth my own universe? Would I feel no guilt in using the amount of love and fear, good and evil within myself to bring about new life forms? I said yes and he disappeared. The entities from before came and picked me up again to take me back to the throne. This time I had an idea of where the staircase led. I started following this path and it went on for longer than I can express. A journey so long I began to doubt there was an actual destination. After a very very long time of following these stairs i closed my eyes and now I was going flying extremely fast down this tunnel that had LED lights running along the sides. This was another long journey but not as long as the staircase. I started thinking about how crazy this is and how stupid I am. Stuff like "you're just on drugs what the fuck are you doing this tunnel doesn't lead anywhere you're an idiot " but I don't think they were really MY thoughts. I kept going despite the doubs and the voice in my head. The tunnel opened up into a VAST open space of infinite nothingness. No light. No sound. No matter. No energy. A void of absence. As soon as I acknowledged that there was literally nothing in this space I started to create a temple. I stared out with just a tower and just built off it. There's no way I could describe what it looks like or what it was made of. It was NEW! Then the voice in my head came back and kept saying stuff like "what the fuck dude?! What are people going to think of you?? This is wrong. This is a sin. You should NOT be doing this. STOP KNOCK IT OFF RIGHT THIS SECOND" for the first time during this trip I started to get scared so I stopped making my temple and opened my eyes. The rest of the night I felt like I brought something back with me. Like something was sitting in my heart whispering hysterically about how insane I am and how I better fucking not tell anyone about what just happened to me. "You're fucking insane that wasn't real you're fucking insane that wasn't real you're fucking insane that wasn't real" I tried to reach out to a friend and in the middle of typing a message to him, this thing took control over me for a few seconds and typed "I'm sorry, we cannot have this conversation right now" not "we" as in my friend and I, "we" as in me and this thing. Luckily I have a lot of faith in myself and my sanity and was able to resist those negative thoughts. For three days after this trip I had deafening tinnitus. I'm sorry this is so long, I hope anyone reading this enjoyed and maybe got something out of it. Be safe guys
 
There's nothing to be afraid of as long as you love



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